
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Location: Springfield, Illinois
I first tried meth at age 21. By this time, I was already a full blown drug addict to whatever I could get my hands on; and so when meth came along, it was beautiful to me because I could stay high for longer and for so much cheaper‹but it screwed up my life for the next 3 years.
I spent this time with my ex buying products for others to make the meth for us. Together we could go through an eight ball in a couple of days. It was never enough. In 2004, while buying pseudoephedrine for more, we were busted with 817 pills and I went to jail for 7 months. I am one of the lucky ones because that shook me into reality and saved my life. The very last night I was high, I thought I was going to die‹it is truly the closest thing I have ever felt to a heart attack and there was nothing I could do to get my heart to slow down. I had lost almost all control of the muscles in my neck and so it would rock back and forth and I wouldn't even realize it. My hands would contort in different odd directions and, again, I didn't even realize it. I had picked at the skin all across my chest to where I would have to buy boxes of band-aids at a time. I still am recovering 4 years later and I still have problems with my neck, not to mention the $8,000 worth of work that has to be done on my teeth.
There is NO just trying this drug once; if you pick it, up you WILL NOT be able to put it down for some time. So please PLEASE, as this ad says‹ don't do it, not even once.